Jerry's winter clothes never came out of storage this year- the first time unworn. As I prepare for warm weather and the passing of yet another season, his brightly colored swim trunks will remain in the closet. Even after seven months since his passing, I still have moments when I think he is coming home. I think he will wear his brown 'Upto Camp' tee shirt while we both scramble into the truck loaded with fishing gear and food and head to camp. Once we are on the dirt road, Jerry will roll down the window for Rex who is panting with excitement. Our dog loves camp as much as we both do; this place where my husband has spent every summer since he was four years old. This summer will be one of bittersweet firsts.